December 12, 1999 - December 18, 1999

Sunday, December 12
We had a full day ahead of us doing most of the things we had been kept from last year: going to The City for some holiday shopping; attending Wade and Brent's Cookie Frenzy; then on to the Body Electric Soiree; finally, attending a holiday concert down in Palo Alto. It was a pleasant, sunny day, though quite cold. I wondered again if we would ever again see Don's jacket, which was still on vacation in Hawaii. Diana had not left me any information when she had called Don earlier. I was afraid Don might get chilled, especially since he insisted on wearing shorts instead of long pants. All his pants were in the laundry, he said. "Besides," he said, "if my torso is warm, I'll be warm enough." I'd heard him spout this theory before and I didn't have any more faith in it this time.

Indeed, he got quite chilled as we walked to the Haight. We started our Day in The City at Amoeba records, and the abient temperature in the former bowling alley didn't do much to warm him up. But he was quite pleased with the results: he found two CDs (though not the ones he was looking for) and I got both Trio and Trio II.

UCSF was right up the hill from the Haight, so we dropped off the MRIs for duplication before heading for the Cookie Frenzy at Wade and Brent's in the Castro.

Because both Peterson and Hancock were concerned about Don's weight, I was concerned that he eat well today. I knew I could fill up and be statisfied at the Cookie Frenzy, but I was concerned that it wouldn't be enough for him, or that it would come too late in the day. Fortunately, an opportunity presented itself at UCSF. We got to the film library but found out they only took checks and cash. I sent Don back to the car, where he thought he had his checkbook, while I went to the bathroom. I felt a little uneasy about asking him to find the car and then find his way back to the library, so I went down after him. He had found the car all right. "Another triumpth of Brownian motion," he announced, but he admitted he had not been looking forward to finding the film library in the innards of Moffet Hospital.

On our way back up to the library, Don mentioned he was hungry enough for lunch, so he stopped at Panda Express while I continued across the street to Moffet and paid for the duplicates, using cash I'd withdrawn from an ATM in Milberry rather than Don's checks. Although the librarian on duty had been adamant that they accept only cash and checks, she was a bit taken aback when I actually presented her with currency. "I don't have any change," she said. "How can you accept payment in cash if you don't have any change?" I asked. I decided it was a pointless question and accepted a receipt with an kind of I.O.U. attached. I'll pick up my change when we pick up the duplicates the next time we're in The City.

When I returned to the cafeteria, I told Don about getting the ominous fortune cookie last time I ate here. He opened his to see it was less chilling that the one I had gotten on July 2nd. It said,
EXCITEMENT WILL FOLLOW YOU WHEREVER YOU GO
Don decided he'd had quite enough excitement already and didn't eat the rest of the cookie.

We had a great time at the Frenzy and I ran into a few friends at the soiree. The soiree was in a lovely house with stunning views perched on the side of Twin Peaks. Don and I explored it thoroughly. He thought the top floor, which consisted of a single bedroom with panoramic windows, would be a great writer's get-away. I said it would be a great make-out spot.

Although the soiree was friendly, we soon grew tired and said our good-byes. On the way out, I asked Colin if he heard much from Miguel or David these days. He said he hadn't seen either of them in quite some time. We said we looked forward to the couples retreat on the Big Island in February, and he said he looked forward to seeing us there.

We arrived back in the South Bay (well, Palo Alto, to be exact) in good time for the Schola Cantorum concert. They even had coffee available in the hall next to the church, so Don had something hot to drink. I remarked on how he seemed to tolerate coffee more lately. "I think it was the Thalidomide," he said. "All I know is I would look at the coffee and think, 'Nope. That's not going to go.' Now, it's no problem."

The concert was excellent, of course. I was particularly interested in the SATB arrangement of Susa's Carols and Lullabies: Christmas in the Southwest. Since the Silicon Valley Gay Men's Chorus had just done the TTBB arrangement the week before, it was very interesting to hear the alternative voicing. They mixed Spanish and English, though, and I didn't care for that. However, the final movement, a lullaby that fades into the distant stars, was so moving it brought me to tears.

Don and I sat in the third row, or, since this was a church, the third pew. As we walked down the aisle during intermission, I saw several well-dressed matrons give Don disparraging looks, presumably because he had the temerity to wear shorts in a church. Here they were, all dressed up in their holiday finest with their manicured nails, elegant coiffures, and subtle but unmistakable jewelry, and what should they have to look upon but a scruffy man in shorts and a blue down vest, unshaven, shuffling up the aisle of the First United Methodist Church. And at Christmas time, too!

I wondered if those same matrons bothered to read the translation of O Magnum Mysterium the chorus sang in the second half of the concert:
Oh, what a great mystery and holy wonder it is
That animals should gaze upon the birth of the Lord.
Did they get the message? Thinking back on the disdain they took no pains to hide, did they finally understand who is the Blessed One and who were the cows?

Monday, December 13


Tuesday, December 14


Wednesday, December 15
Don's ride picked him up at the Stanford Hospital Cafeteria as planned (and rehearsed last week). When Don got back home sometime around 11:30 PM he said he had a wonderful time.

"Who got the present we picked out?" I asked.

"Rachel," he said. That seemed appropriate.

Thursday, December 16
Don complained of a headache, but said he knew it was nothing to worry about. "It's a hangover," he said. "I had two glasses of wine last night."

Friday, December 17


Saturday, December 18
Don and I thought Carol was coming for lunch, but when she hadn't shown up by 3:00 PM, he called her. She said she was coming down around dinner time. I had made lunch by then, so Don and I had a late one.

Carol brought the check register for the original "Friends of V" fund. Now I can finally get a complete picture of how much money has been spent on Don's health care this year.

We had dinner at Global Village Cafe and Carol picked up the tab. That was so sweet of her, after all she has done for us. She protested that it was nothing, but I know it took some time and effort to set up the new account.



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